that is fun~~i like it very much~~

i scrub in~~that means stand beside the surgeon one and help them~~wahaha~~

so excited~~

i handle the cases all is minor surgery~~

like remove the cyst on abdomen, buttock or other where else~~although it will bleed and surgeon cut out the fat tissue but it is not bleed as much as i saw in other case~~

i have seen amputation~~that mean cut the leg~~omg~~they really saw the bone~~whole Operating table will shake~~

go to see ortho case(bone case) really make me very high~~will bleed a lot and really like a murder scene~~omg omg~~

all the internal organ i have seen it in real~~haha~~except for brain~~aiya~~~wasted~~

cos this wk doesnt have brain surgery one~~

hope that next time i can go in again~~the best thing is work there~~
although is very stress, i still like it~~wahaha~~

it link with basketball but most of the time it talks abt love~~

the music of the drama quite nice but i still dont really like the story~~

too complicated in their love story~~

but it also show that relationship so weak and so 轻易就动摇。

never think through and just follow their sudden good feeling then get together.

after that just say want to break up.

this era~~does everyone know what is true love??

recently get mood swing very easily~~~

while watch any touched scene in the drama or movie, my tear also will come out~~

my sis also ask me y i cry for that scene also~~

cos they feel nothing of that scene.

start to get depress???

sometime want to find someone to talk but look through my friends list, all are busy~~

真的，朋友很多，知心朋友还真是难找~~

休息太久了，需要收拾心情~~准备上班~~

刚刚看了庆宁和suk inn的blog~~

那个宽中特大，其实我不是很明白，可是好像很严重~~

现在的世界真是乱，大家都成了金钱主义者~~为了钱可以不择手段~~

单纯一点，难道就这样难吗？

总结一下这一个星期半在家的心得~~

很佩服全天下的母亲，因为要做一个称职的家庭主妇，真得很不容易。

虽然做的东西可能是周而复始的，但是如果没有安排好时间，还真的是会忙到很累。

要预备好所有孩子的东西，又要处理好自己的东西。

有时才刚弄好午餐的东西，又要想晚餐的预备了。

也终于明白为何我班的那位妈妈有时会选择性的上一些课，因为要赶回家打理家里的一切大小事务。

所以，最好是将你的学业搞好才成家立业，不然还真是不懂如何应付。

要好好珍惜父母为我们牺牲的一切。

也来总结一下在澳洲时到过哪里玩~~

12/9 在brisbane river 参与他们的brisbane riverfest~~很恰巧的在那时是他们庆祝brisbane 150yrs~~很热闹，也有很多节目。

18/9 在我家附近的kangaroo point cliff BBQ~~准备了很多食物，在那里玩烟花，聊天，在那里散步。真得很像在度假~~

19/9 早上去拿所租的车，到gold coast 那里的Mt. Tambourine走吊桥，进入rainforest~~很清新的空气，享受大自然的美。过后到surfers paradise 走沙滩。再次回来，又是不一样的感觉。晚上到Mt.Cot-tha看整个brisbane的夜景。

20/9 早上到枫林大酒楼吃点心，这个是四个月前到过的地方，这次跟一批朋友来，果然吃得会比较多，也比较疯狂~~

23/9 遇到沙尘暴~~整个天空是昏黄色的~~空气污浊~~~不过也很以外，这样也可以让我们经历到~~

25/9 实习的最后一天。回家收拾行李，因为隔天要搬到另一间apartment.晚上被clinical instructor叫去pub，叫the chalk.第一次进去，跟jb和sg应该很不一样吧~~不知道~~一杯酒AUD$5

26/9 搬家后，大家都很懒惰出去，在家看戏。晚上到一间belgium restaurant吃东西。第一次喝酒，hoegarden,是跟永康share的啦~~

27/9 租车，往北方sunshine coast出发。到strawberry field 摘草莓。原来刚采下来的草莓，味道真的很不一样。很软，很甜。过后到pineapple factory参观一下就走了。因为要给钱才能看完整个种植场。下一个目的地是ginger factory 和macademia nut factory(一种只有澳洲才有的花生似果子）。两间factory在对面罢了，所以很方便。买了两包macedemia nut.家里人超爱的，因为很好咬，也不像花生那样难才能吃到它。过后继续往北走，到sunshine coast.很美丽的海边，真的是可以排婚纱照那种。真得很舒服~~晚上就很以外的上了一座很美的山，Glasshouse mountain.因为是晚上，所以很难排到好的照片。躺在草地上看星星，晒月光。就真的是只能靠月光来看东西。山上很冷，相信那时应该是不到十度的温度。很怀念这一天，整个旅程就很喜欢这一天。

28/9 坐ferry出海，到moreton island.一个很美的岛，一个沙岛。玩sand boarding,从沙丘上划下，结果就是吃沙，不然就是划到一般卡在那里，上也不是下也不是，会把那张卡在那里的照片放上facebook.到blue lagoon游泳。很美的湖。坐那辆jeep一直顿顿顿~~顿到屁股很痛一下。看到海豚在海中飞舞，很美的大海。人生有这样一次享受，真的够了~~

29/9 到movie world.和上次一样，就一直拍照拍照。东西没换。

30/9 去wet n wild,水上乐园。玩到疯~~晒太阳~~

2/10 到sydney~~~这个就看facebook~~等我upload photo~~

很丰富的九月~~回来后，就这样看了两场concert~~

享受stomp的funny,rhythmic,performing art. 听听nus symphony band的concert,听一听别团所演奏的音乐。

what a wonderful life~~~

now i'm sitting in front of my laptop typing blog in sg~~

that is fast~~

miss my aussie life~~

that is really a great memory for me for that 5 and a half wks there~~~

like their lifestyle, like their culture, their positive thinking,the sky and their management~~

after coming back from there, feel so hot in jb and sg~~

i can sleep and sweat for whole night~~~ 

luckily, i dont have jet lag~~haha~~~

during that whole 5 wks, i learnt lot of thing~~~

i have slept early and wake up early after came back from there~~

it's good to have that habit~~try to maintain it~~~

still miss the time there~~

what am i doing after coming back?

my parent go travel, i was at home and do all the cooking, laundry and all the household~~~

haha~~~

is that shock i know how to cook?wahaha~~~

that 5 wks is not a waste~~~

next wk will come back for my A&E posting and break for another 2wks and have my another 1 wk operating theater posting again~~

break for another 2 wks then is december~~

from december onwards to next yr feb i will be working in hospital to get my nursing license~~

then will be graduated of everything goes smoothly~~hope so~~~

so if anyone want to go out can contact me if convenient~~ haha~~~

good luck to me~~~ 

u can go home after u finish all your job~~my shift from 0650hrs to 1520hrs, it just happen that everyday after 1330hrs me and my cute staff nurse will finish everything~~then she will start  to ask me go home~~

normally, they will satr go home ard 1450hrs~~everyone in the hospital is like that, even the studdents nurse here~~

the health care system here is totally different from Sg~~

nurse really has autonomuos and can prescribe certain medicine e.g panadol, bowel med, oral pain relief and anti-emetic drugs.

if student nurse be assigned to follow one of the staff nurse, he/she wll really care abt your present and he/she will intoduce u to the patient also.

student nurse,EN,SN,sister all is equal~~all this kind of position will show for certain important and emeregency procedure only~~

otherwise, we can talk like friends~~my ward sister, Kylie, she is a lovely and friendly lady.

u can discuss everything with her and she will just solve your problem and find out the problem with u.

we never address ward sister 'sister', we just call by name.

so, it's really like a big family and care for each other~~

if i lost my smily face, she will just ask me"Are u alright?u look so worry." it just after i show my smile again she just said 'that is better.'

omg, i just cant bear with them~~~they're too friendly~~~

main thing is the nurse paid is AUS$28 per hour~~student nurse is AUS$23 per hour~~~if u really like nursing and consider to have a really good life, i think u can come over here~~~

the working environment really good~~they just will encourage ppl~~so far for that one wk attachement, i never heard any complaint from them abt their job. they just enjoy what they have.

i wrote nursing report here, gave antibiotic, they really willing to train a person.My slow pace, my poor report which my staff nurse need to correct it, they just said that i did a good job, excellent, brilliant~~all is encouragement~~~

u may think because i'm a foreigner, no~~absolutely nope~~

they did for everyone and encourae each other~~~student nurses,professional assistance, EN,SN really enjoy their job~~

patient also encourage the nurse and try their best to get healthier~~~they're so friendly and understandable~~and also knowlegable~~~

for every procedure they need, they will ask and rmb it~~~u can really trust your patient unless the dementia one~~

if they say that they discharge,just do your discharge summary~~cos they know what and why the dr. order that.

they know what med. they need to take and dosage as well. If u give wrong med. they will know and inform u.

med. error seldom happen~~~

really enjoy working here~~~

only thing i cant adapt is their soap make my hand allergy~~

dont know waht kind of soap they using~~just happen that my hand get rashes and is red.

applied topical steroid hope it will help.

still have 2 more wks to go~~

anything can contact me through this number.

weekend is our shopping day~~

sunday morning go to church for sunday service.

first time have my bread breaking/communion here.

after that bring them walk ard the city and museum.

bought one dress here~~~it just sell in Aus, some kind like winter cloth~~~

today is Aus father's day. 

Lot of sale~~wow wow~~

is the time to buy souvenir~~~

haha~~~

it seem like i come for my holiday more than attachment~~

start my attachment next wk~~die~~need to pray more~~haha~~~

adapt new environment~~~

yeah~~

here we go~~~

28/08/09 take Qantaas airline QF 51 from Singapore, 29/08/09 630am(Australia time)reach brisbane airpot~~~

my 2nd time in Brisbane~~~

for this whole wk, i was in the uni attend their lecture, tutorial and lad.

they just have 4 modules which include their placement each sem.

so they just need to come to school for 3 days~~~that is cool~~

we attend yr1 class for first 2 days and yr2 class till today which is friday~~

that is so different from our teaching way in Sg.I like their teaching style which is very relax and more interaction with the lecturer esp for their lab lesson.

they use mannequin as well as real person which maybe your classmate~~they make the scene really real as what u will experience in hospital.

really love their lab class so much~~~

tell u all more when i go back to Sg.

 

for me~~~

2nd day of school i fell down in their lecture hall~~

i rolled down from their stairs~~i sprained my leg again and this time more serious~~~

it up to my calf~~~omg, that's painful while walking~~~

so embarrased~~~

luckily i have my friends help me to massage at night but i screamed like hell~~~

i think they take video on me, u all can access from facebook~~will upload asap~~~

every morning, wwe need to fight with the weather also cos it's super cold~~~

can u imagine everyday u need to survive under a weather that below 14 degree...

when we talk, smoke will come out from our mouth~~sometime it drop until dont know how many degree~~but will never drop below 9~~~Thks God~~

main thing is my nose cant bear with this kind of weather, it start to have blood clot inside my nose.It never bleed out, it just has blood clot inside~~~

clear my nose is the main thing i will do after i wake up.

will write more~~

to be cont.~~~

 

although havent graduated yet, i attended my last lecture and last day in lecture hall just now~~~

i'm going to miss lot of thing~~~

心中总有一些说不出的感觉~~~

很难想象自己不再是学生的时候~~~

进入灰色地带~~~

那时候生病，考试，弄澳洲实习的东西，就这样一样一样过去了。

两个星期后，就会在澳洲了。

28th aug 2009,time:2125,terminal 1, Qantas Airline~~~

29th aug 0650 will arrive~~~

from before this sem start receive the call from my lecturer till H1N1 happen till now, it just like happenned one minute ago~~~

will have my one mth attachment there and have one and a half wk of holiday there~~~

after come back will cont having my attachment and holiday~~~

from 7th dec till 26th feb 2010 i will be having my last attachment in hospital~~~

after that will start my new life~~~become a staff nurse~~~

i cant believe that i'm going to graduate soon~~~

time pass too fast till i cant really feel i m in my position.it's so scary~~

well, since i have in this situation, just make sure i do well and enjoy myself~~~

时间飘得太快，飘到我不懂该写什么了~~~

祝福大家~~~

也希望大家在很忙很忙很忙时，还会在某时刻，想一想彼此，让每一个朋友永远在你心中的某一个角落保留一席之地。

珍惜真的~~~ 

just now accidentally saw WMC result~~

haha~~~

NTU band get 83.5~~~no.21 in Harmonic band 1st division~~~

their band also get gold medal lo~~~

congratulation~~~

but my band better~~~haha

83.67~~~no. 20~~~

haha~~~

旗鼓相当，实力不相上下~~~~

真得很无聊~~

这种无聊不是没事做的无聊，而是有事情做还觉得无聊。

不动要怎样来描述~~~

觉得生活就是这样，每天起床去上学，做一堆报告，然后就回家，吃饭，继续赶报告，然后就睡觉。

每天就只是这样而已。

以前有band的时候，就忙到不懂要怎样来应付。

是怎么回事~~~无聊时就真的是很无聊，有事时，就一堆事挤在同一时间。

不喜欢这样的生活。

也感觉越来越少跟身边的朋友联络了，以后都不懂会不会失去联络。

这得越来越sian~~~

那时候，烧到已经不清醒了，记得是爸爸抱着我上车，然后赶去诊所的。

过后就不是很清楚了。总之，那时我记得爸爸妈妈的脸都很紧张。

小时候就常会有发烧的症状。可能在学校传来传去，而且那时的体抗力也应该美很好吧~~

中学就应该没有吧~~~因为长大了就明白发烧的痛苦，就尽量不让自己生病。

久别了的发烧，在21/7/09的晚上再次向我招招手。然后很没礼貌的住进我的身体。

during this critical time, if u have fever, cough, sore throat, flu, bady aching, how ppl think abt this disease????u know i know~~~

but today morning, i still went to school and pass the body temperature sensor successfully.i think is bcos morning it drop to normal temperature~~~

fever attack is on and off~~~

but i just have cough, fever and body aching~~~

so cant suspect me anything also~~~

真的很不喜欢发烧，整晚是不用睡的咯~~

躺一个姿势久了，那里就会变得很烧，所以就要翻去另一边~~~就这样，整晚就是翻来翻去。

本来要在12点时祝贺那个迈入21岁的熏凌大姐生日快乐，可是已经没有力了。

今天起床很晕，结果不小心碰到热水壶又烫到elbow。一片皮脱出来，那片皮现在是黑的。

好像很凄惨酱~~~哈哈~~~

自己可怜自己~~~= ="

不过要谢谢那些一直提醒我要吃药的friends~~~

不停的有sms提向我要吃药、rest well、eat your meal~~(因为本小姐最近常不吃东西，哈哈~~~）

还有那个yvonne,陪我去看医生还一直被我作弄~~哈哈~~~(感觉我不像有38.1度的fever)

吃了药，是休息的时候了。

又要准备星期五的考试，真是sian~~~

这次的成绩不懂会如何了~~~

祷告祷告~~~

很久没上来写blog了~~

开学后就一直在赶报告~~

不停的做，死命的做~~~

每天就是在图书馆找资料~~~

 

开学一个星期后就没回团了，可是还是一样忙。

为什么？？？

昨天去送机，有点伤感与失落。

有时真的很不喜欢去机场。

如果自己飞还好，问题就出在不是。

去年是别人来送我，今年是我去送人家。

如果当初能挨过那三个月就好，挨过就是另一片春天了。

就这样看着他们到Amsterdam参加WMC...

好想去哦~~~

当初就是因为会耽搁到一个practical的考试时间所以就决定不去。

结果，因为那个H1N1,考试改成下星期。

当初就要有信心，如果真的能够成果这一次超充实的生活，虽然过后真的会弄到自己十分非常的累，但是想一想，往后自己会更好地握时间，更好地安排自己的每项工作，更能应付那喘不过气的压力，利就多于弊了。

 

现在感叹都已于事无补，吸取经验，下次把握机会。

还是好好准备星期五的theory test...

 

this was the first time me and my parent went oversea, Singapore too near so dont count it in.

during H1N1outbreak, we went fot it~~~cool ba~~~

no choice cos before that we have bought the air ticket~~~

whole night accompany me is him~~~
who is he?

Jon Schmidt~~~

if Waiyeng never send me the song i will never hear this person's song~~~

he is good in playing piano~~~

just go to youtube type his name, a lot of his song will come out~~~

this is one of this song~~~

i like "love story" this song but this make me like it more~~~

haha~~~

his song really very nice~~~

i think recently will keep finding his song~~~

my friend's father passed away~~~is cancer

i just knew my another good friend,her mother also passed away 3 yrs ago~~~is cancer

yesterday after join my youth fellowship activity,we went to a church member's house~~~

for what purpose?

cos her mother going to pass away~~~

she still consider quite alert for a person who is so ill~~~

cancer again~~~

my aunt,my friend's father,my friend's mother,and she~~~

i help her take pulse rate,did all the thing i can do~~~

and one more super sad moment is when we go in,she didnt respond us~~~

so my pastor's wife who is my lovely 师母，ask us to sing one 诗歌 for her which the song she likes~~~

half way all cry,just left me and another girl still singing~~~

i never feel that that song can give so strong feeling~~~yesterday was first time~~~

y?cos i can feel what she feel when she fight with her illness with all thee song lyric~~~

the lyric is her motivation which can make her to get better and feel better~~~

this is the song lyric:

 

haha~~~

luckily never drop out from director's list~~~

since i join nursing, my life become super special~~

lot of thing happen beside me~~~

my friend's father thing~~~

my friend~~~

my life~~~

lot of thing happen and change my pt of view of seeing everything, change my perspective~~~

see how strong is a person is, see God change ppl,see God give ppl strength~~~

never join main band~~~feel like a bit weird~~~

from high school till now ye~~~

i think need time adapt to it~~~

after hiking~~~i can wear my jean le~~~

haha~~super happy~~~

but that gunung lambak trip really fun~~~

i enjoy it~~~

got birthday cake to eat~~

got joke to laugh~~~

got card to play~~~
got 38 thing to hear~~~

haha~~~

normally have 鼻屎is normal~~~

too much in your nose that means air polution or u're too dirty and lazy to maintain clean~~

haha~~~

but if too much then your nose shit has blood~~~

how le~~~

i still find out what is the reason~~~

this yr what happen har~~~

special yr~~

today start oncolgy lo~~~

my lecturer Mdm Janet Chua super funny and also super good~~~

every lecture we have different real story to listen~~~

today she talked abt her one friend who is a nurse and also her patient~~~

Mdm Chua worked in hospice before so she had lot of experience of handling dying patient~~~

her this friend passed away on her shoulder~~~~

the patient who is a nurse also, when diagnosed with lung cancer then go to hospice cos she is single and no one can take care of her~~~

when the time come,she told Mdm Chua she will be dying soon~~~she ask Mdn Chua accompany her cos she scare~~~

she scare of dying lonely~~~she ask Mdm Chua to pray for her Mdm Chua dont know how to pray for this kind of thing so Mdm Chua ask the patient pray together~~~

she lean on Mdm Chua's shoulder....after that she passed away~~~~

(actually Mdm Chua told us this story in the mean while she still can joke with us~~really佩服佩服）

2nd story is 18 yrs old Wendy~~~

Wendy is diagnosed with NPC(nasopharygeal cancer) but she is very strong to face this disease

that day night she told Mdm Chua( nursing officer in hospice) in case she cant see the staff nurses again by next day morning, she asked Mdm Chua to give thank you card to staff nurses who has treated her so nice~~~

Mdm Chua just told her that she will see them again next day morning~~~

Mdm Chua just left the ward she received a call from the nurse said that Wendy passed away~~

Mdm Chua told us she regret never listen more from this girl this time~~~

they inform her father, when the father came,from downstair they just can hear "Wendy Wendy Wendy, ba ba is here"

story come to here~~~we just can heard sobbing sound inside the lecture hall~~~

but Mdm Chua super calm~~~she cont her slide~~~

shit man~~~~

in the end she told us that we want a nurse, to listen,to care abt patient~~~

be a nurse~~~~

next lecture is Ms Wee class~~~sociology~~~

laugh until we roll on the floor one lo~~~

cos she talked abt the society and she like to act~~~

she can imitate everyone~~~

if she dont want to be a lecturer, she can go mediacorp apply the job~~~

yr 3 life super special~~~~

after one whole holiday keep sicking, now keep injuried~~~

eat, bit my lip,now has 4 伤口there~~~

want to sit down, accidentally kick the table behind me then bleed~~~

washed the knife that day, accidentally 划破皮~~~

last last sat went toilet then accidentally hit my head~~~

this yr really is not my yr~~~

clumsy clumsy~~~

yr3的生活不是人过的。

每天就在赶报告~~~

结果我做了更重大的决定~~~

我没有去band practice咯~~~

所以，我不会去wmc咯~~~

第一个星期练习加课业，真的很累~~~

快快做个决定也好~~~

第一次没有好好地完成一样事情~~~是有点可惜~~不过酱忙下去，最后只会变成药罐子~~~

休息是为了走更长远的路~~~

希望也不会有下次~~~

分秒必争~~~时间就是生命~~~

bye~~~